this is the post about the spirit of a man who keeps coming to me in my dreams every night 
his name is Rolf he is my friend who passed away in 2010 from suicide.
He first appeared to me in my dreams the day after I posted this (I actually sleep during the daytime, so my dreams are all during the day because im awake at night)
things have taken a dramatic downtown in my life in February of 2025, which is how I ended up discovering the picture of Rolf. I don’t know his real name but he wants me to call him Rolf because I told him that he reminds me of Rolf from Ed Edd n Eddy
EVER SINCE THEN, HE HAS BEEN IN ALL OF MY DREAMS.
he’s honestly a very nice person. but there’s things about him that I havent mentioned yet. I dont know much about Rolf. I never ask him about his life at all (obviously because i dont want to re-hatch anything because he died by suicide) & also because I/Joe-Winko naturally do not ask people about their lives really. Rolf even told me that he appreciates that. In all the dreams I had about him so far, him & I are either hanging out at the beach, on a drive through the desert or the rural country farmlands or along the beach, or we’re both sitting in a dark room watching videos on a computer screen or him and I are hanging out at a cabin either out in the woods or in the desert.
- Rolf is 28 years old, a year younger than I am. He died in 2010, so he was born in year 1982, the same year as my biological mother
- Rolf is shorter than I am. I/Joe-Winko am 6 foot 3, Rolf is about 5 foot 6 and he’s REALLY skinny
- Rolf talks in a foreign accent. Ever since I first encountered him, I was CONVINCED he was not from the USA & I WAS RIGHT but that’s worthy of a whole separate post of how I found out about that…
- Rolf has the WARMEST HUGS ever. despite being very skinny. He’s also very emotional but he’s honestly a very kind man it’s impossible not to love him.
- In my dreams, whenever I encounter Rolf he DOES NOT have the blood on his face like in the picture, he also looks more alive. In the picture you see of him, he looks really pale & somewhat bloated but when I see him in my visions, his skin is more lively and darker, but he has glowing yellow eyes. (I thought they were green at first because of the lighting but they’re actually a glowing yellow)
- Rolf doesn’t really talk that much & whenever he does, it’s about something he noticed about me.
- I only see Rolf when I’m asleep (kind of) but when I’m awake, I very often sense him watching me. It’s hard to explain, but it’s kind of like being a kid & knowing that the boogey man is watching you, you know he’s there & you can sense his presence & feel him with you. Sometimes I hear him whispering to me. I will admit, it can get a bit eerie, but when you remember that he’s just a nice man who just was going through times that were too difficult for him to handle, it gets to your heart & you don’t fear him at all you just want to hold him & tell him that you’re there for him it’s difficult to explain but i hope that made sense.
Being that I myself had dealt with horrible depression too, I kinda have an idea of what Rolf went though. As of now though, he seems to be ok for the most part. He’s not as happy as another ghost I recently encountered, Paige (i’ll be posting about her soon…) but for the most part Rolf seems to be doing ok for the most part.
He also has a GORGEOUS Smile & a heart warming contagious laugh 
it’s really sad seeing the only picture i can show you of him, but the fact that im interacting with him so much & knowing that his spirit lives on makes it easier.
Rolf is an excellent friend I’m lucky to know him He told me that he will NEVER go away I truly do believe him I don’t ever want him to go away
I will always Love Rolf His spirit shall live on forever