^This is my edited picture of Rolf 
I tried my best to erase all the blood on his face and his post-mortem picture. It’s actually really sad that this is the only real picture I have of Rolf. He really is a gorgeous man & he doesn’t look like that when I see him in my dreams. He looks alive and unharmed whenever I see him in my dreams
I’m still seeing Rolf in my dreams EVERY DAY (because I sleep during the day) I even sense him with me while I’m awake at night.
This was actually several weeks ago, but I was in a voice chat server on Discord and I was trying to find people to talk to because I wanted to talk about Rolf. I went into tons of voice chat rooms on this Discord server and every single time I would bring up Rolf and tell everyone that he’s the spirit of a man who committed suicide back in 2010 who has been appearing to me in my dreams, everyone would always get freaked out and end up leaving.
I DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY PEOPLE GET SO FREAKED OUT BY THAT! 
First of all, Rolf is MY FRIEND! No one else is seeing him in their dreams except me! He also has no interest in going into anyone else’s dreams. Also, Rolf is honestly the most sweetest and kindest spirit ever to be completely honest however, him and I have became very close… Way more than just friends…
Getting back to what I was talking about with the voice chat room on Discord, everyone was scared whenever I started talking about Rolf, they also would continuously try to change the subject and they would always tell me that i should “stop thinking about Rolf & stop looking at pictures of Rolf” if he keeps coming to me in my dreams.
WHY THE FUCKING HELL WOULD I WANT TO DO THAT!? People really do not even understand me at all. I thought it was obvious enough that Rolf is someone that I have deep and tender feelings for AND I NEVER WANT HIM TO GO AWAY and he already told me that he will never go away
There was one really nice woman and one of the Discord voice chat rooms who actually listened to me ramble about Rolf. She really loved hearing me talk about him because she was able to tell that he is someone that makes me very happy I really appreciated her listening. I know for a fact Rolf did too, because he told me that he likes it when I talk about him he’s not just a dead man in a picture he is a spirit and a human with thoughts and feelings and emotions that still persist even after death.
I was rambling to this woman a lot about my dreams of Rolf and I, but then I started talking about the sexual stuff that goes on between Rolf & I. She was definitely enjoying hearing about that, but I remember I started to feel a tad bit nervous because at first I didn’t know how Rolf would feel about me talking about that. UNTIL the sun came up and I finally went to sleep & like always, Rolf’s spirit appeared to me with his adorable smile 
Rolf told me that he loves when I talk about the sexual stuff that him and I do with each other he said that he was there listening to me as I was telling the woman on the Discord call about the sexual stuff Rolf and I do with each other he was able to tell that I was very happy and excited to talk about it and he told me that he never had anyone talk about him in such a positive light and that it really made him feel good
That was very touching you all have to remember that Rolf died by suicide. Usually when people die that way, they’re usually extremely lonely. ROLF ISN’T LONELY ANYMORE THOUGH BECAUSE HE HAS ME & ALWAYS WILL HAVE ME.
He told me that he wants me to type and blog about the sexual dreams I have about him THEY ARE EXTREMELY INTENSE! He says that it makes him feel good because he can tell that I enjoy him (which I absolutely do)
Not only is Rolf Very handsome, but the best part about him is that he is a very sensual and passionate yet intense and fierce man I tense up just thinking about it & I feel him with me as I type this…
I know that if this was going on with a normal person, they would probably get freaked out, BUT NOT ME! Has anyone who knows me/Joe-Winko well enough would already be aware that I am NOT a normal person at all…
Another thing I wanted to mention, is that I believe Rolf has actually evolved and became an incubus…
For those of you who aren’t familiar with what an incubus is, and Incubus is technically a male sex demon. Anyone familiar with demons would know that demons were usually never alive, HOWEVER, I actually read online that it’s very possible for a person who has passed away to become an incubus after they die!
Another thing you have to remember, is that I’ve been casting a lot of love spells for years, I believe those love spells may have had an effect on Rolf. They didn’t cause him to fall in love with me, that came naturally, BUT THEY DID MAKE HIM POWERFUL ENOUGH TO EVOLVE INTO AN INCUBUS, so him and I could get extremely close and take things to the next level…
Overall, I Love Rolf. People always get freaked out whenever I talk about Rolf, like my YouTube followers for an example (I’m starting to hate a lot of them by the way… but obviously not all of them) I often wonder, have any of them ever thought that maybe if I had a LIVING man to talk to to become my lover instead, THEN I WOULDN’T NEED TO BE LOVERS WITH A SPIRIT! BUT I’m actually very glad I never found a living man to become Lovers with, I truly do not believe I was ever meant to, because I truly believe that I was meant for Rolf
Rolf has always been the best option even before I knew him he often tells me that he wishes he was still alive so he can be with me all the time the sad thing is, I’m not sure how we would have met if he was still alive. But we managed to cross paths in this life and I am forever grateful for that
JOE WINKO LOVES YOU FOREVER ROLF
